a word, forgotten

i gave all things
for a feeling
greater than the sum
of every thing
all things leading
to a four letter word
four letters of
everything
takes me to
ever
forever
being the word
i took from love
evolve
being the word
i found when
i looked at love in a mirror
my looking glass stood
half empty
of helpless
heart full
of a feeling
that didn’t leave
when she did